Haven't

One day, I'll write something different.

I'll write words you've always wanted me to write,

always knew I could write,

but haven't.

Words I've always wanted to write,

but haven't found yet,

haven't been able to identify,

linguistically.

Feelings to words.

I haven't figured that part out yet.

Not the conversions,

the feelings.

I can't write what I feel if

I can't know what I feel if

I can't think what I feel if

I don't feel.

But I do feel.

And one day,

new words will write exactly what you know I've been feeling all along,

but I haven't.