One day, I'll write something different.
I'll write words you've always wanted me to write,
always knew I could write,
but haven't.
Words I've always wanted to write,
but haven't found yet,
haven't been able to identify,
linguistically.
Feelings to words.
I haven't figured that part out yet.
Not the conversions,
the feelings.
I can't write what I feel if
I can't know what I feel if
I can't think what I feel if
I don't feel.
But I do feel.
And one day,
new words will write exactly what you know I've been feeling all along,
but I haven't.